If I've lost some of you single people right now saying "ya ya ya whatever". Im sorry I have been in your shoes but this is the first time life just feels right. Life is beautiful. <3 However having someone so wonderful i want to see all the time i have to remind myself to save time for friends. I have been slacking on making a bigger effort to see people who i use to be with every weekend. Friends who mean the world and beyond to me. Friends who i haven't told that "i love you" in a while. Friends who deserve my attention and time. So for all those reading this who are near and dear to me but i haven't made an effort lately i'm sorry and im turning around now! I MISS YOU! so call me, text me, stop by my house! i want to see you!
Katie Jo Bleyenburg. We both have boyfriends now and we both work and you have school. But some days i sit and ponder on all the giggles and sleep overs and silly sayings we've shared and i miss it! you've always been and always will be my best friend. We can laugh hysterically without even doing anything but watching tv and talking on the couch. i miss you.
Allyson Victory. You had Nick as a boyfriend this time last year and now the roles are switched. We've shared some amazing faith changing moments on mission trips and you know some of my hearts deepest secrets. I miss you.
Riley Gortsema. Last year we got so close and you dated my best friend! i know that didn't work out but your beautiful inside and out. Your personality is so fun and brings me so much happiness and joy. i miss waking up at your house to pancakes in bed and heart to heart talks about everything under the sun. I miss you.
Alison Nagelkirk. Yes, we play volleyball every Thursday night, but it's not the same as spending lunch together at school everyday! i miss your no care personality and your risky choices that leave me on the edge of my seat. I miss our colored contacts and being the two seniors last year that weren't in a specific clique or group. we were just us. i miss you.
Ethan Kendall Flikkema. Our families have been close for the longest time. I miss just doing nothing and having the most fun. i miss cam, jer, you and i being the 4 amigos and not having a care in the world. I miss the friend that told me not to care what anyone said or thought when i switched schools and church's. I miss a friend who i know will have my back till the day that i die. I miss you.
My list could go on and on and on but these 5 people I haven't seen in months and they deserve more out of me. i care about you and i love you all. So to these people please hold me to this.
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